haven't been blogging for quite some time.

#1. no mood.
#2. lazy.
#3. too many thoughts to be put into words.

2008 begun on a sad note. towards the end of the first month of a new year, nothing's changed. 2 members lost within a month. 2 weeks after the first.

one of my favourite performance clip by 林宥嘉. although this was taken quite some time back, but good thing stays. his rendition of 「你是我的眼」touched me greatly when i first saw this clip. he scored the highest for that day's competition, 25/25! see it and you'll know what i mean.



「你是我的眼」
作詞：蕭煌奇
作曲：蕭煌奇
原唱：蕭煌奇

如果我能看得見
就能輕易的分辨白天黑夜
就能準確的在人群中牽住你的手

如果我能看得見
就能駕車帶你到處遨遊
就能驚喜的從背後給你一個擁抱

如果我能看得見
生命也許完全不同
可能我想要的我喜歡的我愛的 都不一樣

眼前的黑不是黑
你說的白是什麼白
人們說的天空藍
是我記憶中那團白雲背後的藍天
我望向你的臉
卻只能看見一片虛無
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了簾
忘了掀開

你是我的眼
帶我領略四季的變換
你是我的眼
帶我穿越擁擠的人潮
你是我的眼
帶我閱讀浩瀚的書海
因為你是我的眼
讓我看見這世界就在我眼前
就在我眼前眼

前的黑不是黑
你說的白是什麼白
人們說的天空藍
是我記憶中那團白雲背後的藍天
我望向你的臉
卻只能看見一片虛無
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了簾
忘了掀開 oh ~

你是我的眼
帶我領略四季的變換
你是我的眼
帶我穿越擁擠的人潮
你是我的眼
帶我閱讀浩瀚的書海
因為你是我的眼
讓我看見這世界就在我眼前

你是我的眼
帶我領略四季的變換
你是我的眼
帶我穿越擁擠的人潮
你是我的眼
帶我閱讀浩瀚的書海
因為你是我的眼 讓我看見
這世界就在我眼前
就在我眼前


若你是他的眼.
若他是你的眼.
那谁是我的眼?
我的眼又在哪呢?

happy 2008!!!

decided to do away with any resolutions. i don't really keep them. why bother?

have not been blogging for quite some time. been affected by some stuff. shall update this as and when i can. they are right. perhaps by blogging, i can relieve myself of certain issues. dunno if it works. shall give a try though.

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all i wanna say is...
good bye forever.
it upsets me greatly, now that you are gone.
take care of yourself, no matter where you end up.
we will miss you.
i will miss you too.

there's only light in one direction.
the start of the ray closed many doors behind.

finally! the movie that i've been waiting for! actually, i'm not really that excited about watching it. it's just that i wanna see how daniel radcliffe is performing outside his harry potter role. correct me if i'm wrong. apart from the plays that he was involved, this movie is his first role after playing harry potter.

when purchasing the tickets, my companion and i had our identity cards checked. the movie was given a rating of NC16 due to the presence of some nudity scenes. even though the both of us obviously had the appearance of someone older than the age of 16, nonetheless the lady at the ticket booth insisted on checking on us.

this was the second time i was late for a movie, missing almost the first 20 minutes of the movie. i was hoping to catch the part where the boys were at the orphanage before being sent away for their trip. when i stepped into the theatre, the boys had already arrived at their destination. the nudity scenes (as accompanied by the ratings) were alright. at least, it was at a level that i can accept. i expected more but got lesser than what i've thought so.

for clarification purposes: i'm not a pervertic or whatsoever. it's just that i thought that "nudity scenes" meant more than what was being screened. yup. that's all.

after the movie, i met up with my family to visit my first aunt at the hospital. seeing her in such a state really pains me. , she was in a much better state when i last saw her at the wedding dinner, approximately 2 weeks back. but now, all i see is a shrivelled lady in front of me, still retaining her poise though. i spent so much energy trying to fight back my tears. please get well soon, first aunt. i really don't wanna see you in such a state. where's that elegant lady that i used to know? please bring her back to me, to everyone else who cares and loves her.

a nice day like today has it's spoilers too.

spoiler #1.
i missed the first 20 minutes of the movie!

spoiler #2.
spotted a bitch's faithful follower upon arriving at the hospital. i could not recall the follower's name but at least i remembered her fugly face. with a face like that, how can i ever forget!

triva about this follower to share! this follower claims to be a good singer. and if anybody can remmeber, cyndi wang has a song titled "DA DA DA". the chorus of that particular song was so catchy that it is rather impossible for anyone to forget the lyrics as well as singing out of tune. ever since that day, she has been certified super tone deaf by Dr. Tee, a specialist in this field.

夜的來襲
是脆弱的開始

night falls, bringing out the vulnerability in me. there are many thoughts running across my mind. memories are playing in my head just like the rolls of films. things that i do not want to be reminded of, they are all appearing.

it is best for one to be under the rain or in the showers when tears are streaming down. no one would know whether those droplets belonged to your eyes. when feeling emotional, somehow playing sad songs would make one feel better.

some people deserve better. likewise, some deserved otherwise. this world ain't fair. the good will never triumph over the evil. the bad will always reign.

有始至終
一切都不會改變

回不去的從前
也成爲了到不了的永遠

你總是要我在你身旁
你給我的天堂　
其實是一片荒涼
要是我早可以和你一刀兩斷
可是我真的不夠勇敢　
總為你忐忑為你心軟

one sad fact i realised was that no one dared to strike weird poses!
this is so no fun!!!

LOL!

tell me your definition and i will tell you mine.

those memories...
they are coming back.
airen and i kept thinking about them.
same action, different context.

and i dreamt about you again.
why did you appear in my dream?
i don't even know you in person.


urgh.
so random.

fat
short
ugly
simple
yearns for the impossible
lost
weak
dumb
hates bitches and idiots

damn!